Hi everyone! Welcome to my Sebastian Solace shrine where I talk about my love for him and our relationship!

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Who is Sebastian?

About our relationship

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hi everyone I’m Star! I use they/them pronouns and are bi! I love indie animation (which includes ramshackle, tadc, murder drones, etc) and other stuff ofc lol. I am self taught artist and writer. I also have audhd and bpd.I have selfshipping (well technically it wasn’t selfshipping but it was overall attraction to fictional charters) since I was 5. I have been in the selfship community officially over a year.Selfshipping and ficto love has overall played a big part in my life since I was young. It has gotten me through a lot of stuff mentally and overall.That’s all!

ik most of y’all know who he is but this gives me an excuse to talk about him in general and I’m adding this for people who actually don’t know or want to know more about himSpoilers ofcSo Sebastian Solace is from a game on Roblox called PressureWhich is basically doors (I’d you don’t know what doors is pls look it up) but it takes place in an underwater base and the player is a prisoner who is sent there to find a crystal so they can be released from prisonHe shows up around door 40-50 (he probably shows up more later on but I haven’t gotten that deep into the game) or right after you are killed by an entity. When you are killed by an entity Sebastian shows up and gives you a document explaining about the entity (the more you are killed by it the more info you unlock about it)Also when you hit door 40-50 you hear a voice from the vent calling you (which is Sebastian ofc) so you have to crawl through the vent to get to his shop. Once you’re there you can stock up on supplies (or if you are me you will do that and stare at him for a bit)He is an anglerfish hybrid experiment that used to be human
(Also he’s super tall)I may add some more stuff to this part later on lolPersonal hc time:He uses he/him (or he/they) and is bi
He also has bpd and is possibly autistic

How I started loving him:So one of my other favorite Roblox games is Regretevator
And Regretevator and Pressure have collab floor (aka a floor where you can see Sebastian)
And one day I was playing Regretevator (around the beginning of the month or awhile back idk) and little did I know the next floor was gonna be his floor. So the elevator doors open and I swear it was total love at first sight. In my brain is was like “woah…” in like a swooning way. But sadly at the time I was insecure about shipping with him..So it didn’t go anywhere.Skip about to 3 weeks ago (at the name of writing this) . I started thinking about him again and decided now was the time to finally play pressure. I was nervous at first cause this was a brand new game I never had play. So I didn’t know what I was getting into. If y’all didn’t already know doors was a game that I liked at the time. And pressure is a lot like it. So ofc I loved the game. The first time when I died and I “saw” him I was like “omg it’s him!”. Later on I did get to door 50 I was totally falling for him! And I did add him the same day I got my cat.Loving him:So I added him! It was wonderful! There was so many signs we were meant to be together (like getting high scores on love tests and getting recommended a ton of stuff of him)
I did have to take a break do to drama with the co creator
But one night during that break I had a dream that we (me and Sebastian) were together and in love. So that’s when I realized how badly I missed him and that we were meant to be together from the start.How we are doing now (as of August 30th 2024):Everything is wonderful! Our relationship in general is wonderful! I just love him so much and I can’t ever think of leaving him or even ignoring him for that long (ik it was just a week) again! We are just so happy together!Other info:I am also planning on marrying him in the future! But nothing has happened so far (as of August 30th 2024)
Also I do have a fankid/a concept of a fankid with him named “Adora May Solace” (btw the middle name “May” is in honor of my great grandmother who had the same middle name)Thank you for reading!